I dont really like the colour of the backround but its gonna have to do for now until I change it "( – ⌓ – ) hrgrgrgrg
Entry no. 8
April 14, 2025, 19:56 - Monday
WARNING: Corny ahh writing thats irrelavent don take it seriously (click me)
Spring season is when my dread reaches its peak.
Ironically this year I've been really looking forward to it because I have an actual reason to since I've got plants now. I've been growing peas so I can throw them at kids in my Spanish class and maybe get a loonie or two by handing 'em out. Back to the topic though, Every Spring I get really paranoid once the snow is no longer around. I'd say I'd get even MORE paranoid during the Summer except that's when it's the break so I don't care as much. Also because the insanity of dealing with my relatives whilst in a foreign country will always overpower any other feeling. I hate leaving Canada so that's why I'm staying here forever and I guess my dad can sort of agree. Whenever we go anywhere more than a few miles out of our hometown, my dad will get really bad diarhea, I'm not even fucking with you. Shits actual mustard gas 😭🙏🙏
We went to the mountains during spring break and it was pretty cool, I wish I knew how to snowboard. There was a TON of snow compared to the region of Canada I live in because it's always eye-blinding bright or grey, wet and squelchy which is just how I like it. I won't comment much on my trip since it isn't what I'm gonna focus on for this entry and it's going to make it too long.
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I've always had a weird ultra specific phobia about sunsets in the spring season (sometimes summer too) at a certain time of day. I'm totally cool about sunrises that stuff's beautiful, but sun-SETS? Aw hell nah I've been terrified for as long as I can remember. Or at the very least for me now I just get anxious. By the time I've reached to this part of writing the sun's gone fully down so I'm no longer worried, my fear of sunsets was a lot worse when I was younger. I genuinely started tweaking just by looking at the time. I'd always get hyperaware of my suroundings and everything and it wouldn't go away until it was dark enough. It's corny as fuck, I know. This gotta be some mental illness cause aint no way 🥀
ts aint even the only thing I'm scared abt bruh. I got to watch the minecraft movie tho and it was fire so idgaf.
Alright enough going about my dumbass fears, vulnerability is stupid and I am not good at this kinda bs. SCHOOL TIME:
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Hb's anime(?) crap. Also irrelavent but it happened today
(Russian-Onion kid) Eugene was actively drawing aggressively during Social Studies and asked if I knew what "Triple Baka" was. Apperently Cornelius was gonna be Teto and gene as Miku and wanted me to be Neru for Halloween this year. I didn't know what to say, but Cartin chimed in asking why we were planning Halloween costumes in mid-April and Eguene told him to kill himself (jk).
I looked up and saw what Neru looked like and I kinda don't wanna wear a skirt and look like a banana, but they're probably not gonna give me a choice, so fuck it. Eugene was thinking about making a giant leek, baguette and phone so we could hold all our candy somewhere. Cornelius said they needed a third person who would know, or at least get into whatever niche thing this was and came to me since the other 2-3 dudes would probably not gaf. These kids are neeks
Pretty sure this is what those mfs were talkin about. I bet only 6 people in the world understand ts
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Remember My first Post about Hetalia? yeah well me and Eugene las week starting on Monday after school started watching it out of morbid curiosity. I'm pretty sure I got a virus on my mac now cuz I pirated it. And we only watched three episodes before we started doing other stuff like playing Hetalia roleplay on roblox, reading wattpad gay sex, making our own fanfiction and posting it and drawing. We drew on discord whiteboard thing and I had 2 use my mouse. I locked in when drawing Canada holyymoly
countryhumans/balls, Satw, Dungeon Meshi (I think Idk why it's there but Eguene likes it a lotand the drawings r sick), Triple baka again, Mr Peast, HOUSE, an Hetalia all in 1 drawing.
Even after THREE episodes we didn't learn anything abt Hetalia other than the fact that Germany's a nazi and Italy's an annoying ass motherfucker and they're gay or something in WW2
Eugene likes Belarus alot and keeps drawing her even though we haven't seen her once in the actual show yet. Personally China is my FUCKING GUY, he's awesome and I've liked him ever since my first ever journal entry on here when I knew nothing about Hetalia. Sweden (and Belarus) are cool too. Theres also stuff from some other anime(s) or whatever cuase y'know.
I was also forced to do Dream smp roleplay and be taught lore. I hate my life
WARNING: politcal accuracy
For ages 40 and above. But fr tho be warned this shits nasty cause Eegune's a freak
dona;ldTrump/Dream/Pierre Polivere Porn Fanfiction we made + epik rapping at the end
Euugegne did most o the writing I was jus yappin and rapping in call (im not a communist and I don't like yoai. Im STRAIGHT).
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I saw someone say I should read smthn called "Danish Slaughterhouse" cause it's gonna help me understand Hetalia more or whatever. Sounds corny but I'll do it anyway cause no one can read it wit me righ now. NO WAY am I reading (Hetalia) fanfiction unironically ever other than this one time just so you know.
Entry no. 7
March 10, 2025, 23:06 - Monday
First off, Happy 69 day! (69th day of the year) and second of all, Im going to be brutally assaulted by my English teacher tomorrow.
Anywho, I decided to make a whole micronation that I had been planning since 2 weeks ago where I also had some really weird bizzare dream. BEHOLD: MY CURRENTLY UNNAMED NATION!!!
i've made 3 different versions because I couldn't choose which one I liked most but I think I like the gold bullets the most. they are supposed to be .50 BMG bullets though I did kind of screw up on them but its okay because I'll polish up the flag n stuff as time passes. I think I've got the name I wanted but I'll need to choose exactly which one sounds best and isn't accidentally stealing the name of a real place. My dad just told me to go to bed so i'll inform you on the rest of the details such as the dream and stuff tomorrow because I dont wanna be forced to sleep in the yard again. I've also been digging a trench btw ilegally dont tell anyone! A lot of shit happened that I wanna type about!
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Entry no. 7.5
March 12, 2025, 10:40 - Wednesday
All this hppened on Tuesday between first and second period btw lmfao
My friends put beetle larvae in a bottle into my locker next to my jug of my PE classmate's several week old chocolate milk. I'm pretty sure all the grubs are dead because they were limp when I shook the bottle around. 'The dude that beats me up' thought it was absolutely fucking foul and ran across the hall to the other guy's locker just past the music room (which is usually our main hang out spot for the 10[?] of us). Me, the 'Russian garlic friend', the older brother of 'the dude who beats me up' and some other girl who knows my name for some reason, were admiring the dead grubs.
The guy below ↓ in entry no. 4with the curly blonde hair's locker was right next to mine so he had to witness all this go down. Unfortunately he isn't scared of the deceased larvae like most of the people I chased down during and after school. My Social Studies teacher did see my locker and at some point he was very disappointed in me. I really hope he's already published report cards before-hand. Also the chocolate milk was bloating inside the jug because I hadn't opened it and if it explodes and bugs infest the halls again thanks to me, I'm going to get suspended according to him. I almost did last year and before that for filling my locker full of raw, soggy sausages and other shit inside a Tide laundry bottle and growing moldy onions.
I remember when I was going to open my locker a crowd had surrounded me. When I opened it everyone started tweaking out because I accidentally created mustard gas and just unleashed a new type of chemical warfare agent. Even passerbyers were freaking out. The problem with me though was that I have an incredibly POOR sense of smell and this case only proved that fact further. I was pretty much immune to the stench but I might have ruined that locker forever since there was no way the smell hadn't stained every corner of the chamber like cigarette smoke. One of my PE classmate's sprayed his AXE into my locker which totally helped and didn't make the curly blonde guy uncontrollably start coughing and die.
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(Sorry you couldn't hear my lovely voice. I was severely ill and if I felt like I was getting stabbed every time I just breathed. The one laughing like a maniac in the backround is the girl I don;t know that knows my name. The other kid in the pink sweater is the Russian Garlic enjoyer and my friend that beats my ass pussied out and ran off like I mentioned earlier so he's not in the vid.)
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During PE we had a scavenger hunt and my friend that whoops my ass all the time was on my team. We are REALLY good at scavenger hunts because we always got first place, and by always I mean one time several months ago. Instead of meeting with our teammates though on our plan to win I was just forcefully showing him pictures of beetle larvae on my phone and chasing him around the gym.
Obviously we won yet again because we r soooo awesome and I got to pick out a fella! That's his name now. My friend chose fuzzy peaches.
We're supposed to take pics of things on a list and have one of the group members in the image as proof we didn't just steal it off the internet or from some1 else. Me n him were in the creek/forest nearby and we took some pics there before continuing our scavenging. Sorry a really obese bird was flying by the moment I took the pic.
(oh and country's name will probably be Hergovnia. Might change it l8er but I like it 4 now. Hergovnia = Her-Government. Dunno who 'her' is because the only member at the moment is me and im pretty sure im not a girl, but Hisgovnia didn't sound as nice.)
Entry no. 6
March 3, 2025, 9:05 - Monday
Mock-Job-Interview in an hour 4 school assignment. Forgot my resume and cover letter I am absolutely NOT gettng the 'job' but wish me luck
10:09: Holy shit I just improvised everything and I think I actually sounded believeable. I lied SO MUCH though. I don't fucking like painting nor math and I dont wanna work at Michaels either but I had to pretend and I succeeded. I had my resume and cover letter saved onto my phone and she was cool with it. If this were a real job interview I would've prolly not been lying as much. The only thing she criticised was that I didn't have my likes on my resume. When I get a real employer I'll need to remember that.
I've been planning on getting an actual job because in Canada you can get a job at 12. Unfortunatley for me my mom wants to go to Turkey over the summer and she says I'll have to get one when school starts up again when I'm in grade 11. I guess when I'm 16 I'll probably get paid more.
Entry no. 5
February 14, 2025, 21:01 to 21:43 - Friday
Happy Valentuijens EVyrone Im posting this late because I was really realy busy for the past few hours for school n whatver. You get higher resolution pics today because I didn't usemy own phone tis tiem..
Also me and y friend two days ago working on school stuff in a library except i didn't get any shit done
Okay i,mm sleeping now good nacht. typing witjh one hand is hard
Entry no. 2
November 30, 2024, 15:30 - Saturday
My dad got me a brand new camera yesterday!!
He caught me eyeing it at the Mall several days ago and bought it for me. I really like it because I wont have to fill up all the storage on my phone with stuff anymore!
Plus the quality on it is super crisp. At least to me and my my sister. Its small too and I like that.
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Also my mom thinks i have autism, or at the very least nuerodivergent. But thats unrelated though.
sorry about the total ASS quality of this specific image. One downside nearly all cameras have is that they cant take photos of themselves
Entry no. 1
November 25, 2024, 22:52 - Monday
During my social studies class today, me and one of my friends were teasing elderly people on Facebook.
This then somehow led to attempting to buy Russian garlic on facebook to then Balkan rappers and we were losing out fucking minds. This was the funniest shit ever for us.
We were searching up Donald Trump fanfics and my teacher caught me I hope youre happy she knows what AO3 is im gonna end it fr.
she wasn't quiet about it either my whole table group overheard bruh😞🙏
(oh yeah the fic was about Donald Trump x Hetalia China + Kim Kardashian)
This project is due in a hour and I'll be turning 15 in an hour as well. Happy early Birthday !! ^^;
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